Well, since my tablet's broken, all art trades and comics are on hold. I don't have the money to get a new one, and the government is cancelling the money my mom gets for taking care of my handicapped brother. We were pretty low on money before, and now we're getting letters saying they want us to pay the house stuff again or they'll take it away.

I'd try to open commissions, but.. you know. No tablet. D; And I know no one would buy them anyway.

..is confused about whether or not it wants to die. Suddenly, I have to scrunch up the cord in a very specific way and hold it if I want it to work.

Guess I have to get a new one.. Boo, no money. D; That, and the only ones on ebay in this style are both missing the stylus. Wtf are they doing with the stylus? What else does it work on? It's an old model! C'moooon, my stylus is half-dead too!

Oh wait, searching found one..
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Argh.. D; I'd hafta get it today.

Does anyone know of any good tablets where the stylus has a flip-eraser and buttons on the side to right-click? >: Just in case I can't get that one..

I never get any art from anyone of my characters, so I was wondering if anyone would be interested in an art trade? .w.; I mean, you have to at least have decent skills, of course.

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I have a lot of stuff to do, but I think I might actually have everything sorted out for the time being. I'm up-to-date with my senior exhibition and homework, and I don't think I have too much stuff piled up..

Here's my list~
- Draw 2 sketches for Gaia people
- Do 1 commission on Gaia
- Line a picture for Spotqueen
- Finish Kirakishou Hamuleen pic
- Do Gaia auction commission after the 29th, as well as auction freebies
- Finish Beato figure for Icy's birthday

Why the shit have I been so active on Gaia lately? 0_o I don't even use it for anything but buying stuff to dress up my avatar.. I guess I just like dress up games. Huh.

Solitude/Holocaust News
I will work on Holocaust and Solitude again in November, once all these commissions and other pictures get drawn. I could use some inspiration though, I just haven't been up to drawing comics. ;3; I'm sorry, I'm so lame.
Actually, I've been neglecting a lot of my stories.. I think I've just been too preoccupied with school and all that. It makes me kind of sad.

I'm so stressed about my senior exhibition.. Agghh. x_x There's so much work for it, and I only have like.. 3 or 4 more weeks to do it.. and then I have to do a presentation in front of the administrators and some business people.

And now my school went and lost my high school exit exam scores (which, yanno, were nice and high for once), so if I don't find the letter I was mailed like, 2 years ago with the scores, I'm screwed.

Mom and her.. toy guy invited me to spend the day with them, since they were gonna take my dog around. From what they said, I thought we were going to the beach, and I wanted to go to the beach. Instead, we just went to all these other random parks, which were nice, but the whole time I felt like he was trying to buy my love.. I mean, bragging about stuff he's done, buying me food.. inviting me in the first place was the shocker.

Then when we got home, after a little while, I pretty much had to go with him to Albertson's. Alone. I was afraid he was gonna murder me or something. I just get those vibes that if I don't act nice to him, he's going to do something horrible to me. I keep getting all these signs about impending doom with him as well.. I mean, I watched a show where these two people were murdered, boyfriend and girlfriend, and BOTH had the same names as my mom and him. Then there's that movie, The Stepfather, and that guy shares his name too! And aside from the stupid shit like that, I just generally get 'stay away' feelings.

But anyway, back on subject, he told me that since his son is quitting his job at Ralph's next month to join the air force, that he wants to help me get a job there if I want it, since apparently he's "close with the manager". I don't want to accept help from him, I don't trust him, but really.. we're about to lose the house, and the government decided "oh hell, let's cancel the money they're getting for mom taking care of her handicapped son", so.. shit, I'm just screwed.

I'm sorry for the emo. ;; I need to get my wisdom teeth removed and they hurt all the time, I keep getting headaches, I have so much work to do at school, we're broke and are about to lose our income.. I'm so stressed out. Agh...

Oh, and I'm sorry I haven't been updating Holocaust or Solitude. I haven't had the will to, and I just have way too much shit going on right now..