moo.. ;-;
NeutralAnd now my school went and lost my high school exit exam scores (which, yanno, were nice and high for once), so if I don't find the letter I was mailed like, 2 years ago with the scores, I'm screwed.
Mom and her.. toy guy invited me to spend the day with them, since they were gonna take my dog around. From what they said, I thought we were going to the beach, and I wanted to go to the beach. Instead, we just went to all these other random parks, which were nice, but the whole time I felt like he was trying to buy my love.. I mean, bragging about stuff he's done, buying me food.. inviting me in the first place was the shocker.
Then when we got home, after a little while, I pretty much had to go with him to Albertson's. Alone. I was afraid he was gonna murder me or something. I just get those vibes that if I don't act nice to him, he's going to do something horrible to me. I keep getting all these signs about impending doom with him as well.. I mean, I watched a show where these two people were murdered, boyfriend and girlfriend, and BOTH had the same names as my mom and him. Then there's that movie, The Stepfather, and that guy shares his name too! And aside from the stupid shit like that, I just generally get 'stay away' feelings.
But anyway, back on subject, he told me that since his son is quitting his job at Ralph's next month to join the air force, that he wants to help me get a job there if I want it, since apparently he's "close with the manager". I don't want to accept help from him, I don't trust him, but really.. we're about to lose the house, and the government decided "oh hell, let's cancel the money they're getting for mom taking care of her handicapped son", so.. shit, I'm just screwed.
I'm sorry for the emo. ;; I need to get my wisdom teeth removed and they hurt all the time, I keep getting headaches, I have so much work to do at school, we're broke and are about to lose our income.. I'm so stressed out. Agh...
Oh, and I'm sorry I haven't been updating Holocaust or Solitude. I haven't had the will to, and I just have way too much shit going on right now..
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And I really don't like those sorts of vibes. o.o;; I read one fanfiction on something, and it was about the dad basically raping and killing his daughter. Next week we're in Disney World and I'm alone with my dad in the room for a bit while I take a shower and he's napping, and I'm just freaked out to be alone with him. >.<;; I feel so bad about that!
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Yes, I like Twilight. Yes, I've read all the books. Yes, I like the movies. No, I don't think all vampires sparkle. No, I'm not some hyperactive "twi-hard". Yes, I feel bad when people talk bad about it. No, I will not stop liking it because you don't.
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"Luna, stop it. You're scaring the normal people." -My Mom
i wouldn't blame you for not trusting him.
my wisdom teeth never did hurt...but getting them out was AWFUL
i was swollen and tired for a week
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Mentlegen.
oh my god wisdom teet!!!1!
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avatar by ~NicTheKitsune
Ive been in a somewhat similar position.
remember to take a deep breath and drink water and eat.
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I'm hungry
I wish I could help with something. D:
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"Luna, stop it. You're scaring the normal people." -My Mom
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avatar by ~NicTheKitsune
You got a TID BIT of hope... so you can guys can actually get along. Even if you don't trust him (who knows... maybe you'll change your mind later on).
I wish I could just send money to you or something. Maybe you should do comissions, although I won't be able to buy anything... D:
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Go. Help. ~Koinu-Yukina. Now. She needs help! Common, it's just a commission...
Why use Canon when there's fanon?
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